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pink thong to work

After having done this twice, I thought it might get easier. But the fact that I had to wear a frilly lace thong as opposed to the relatively comfortable boy shorts made it a lot tougher.

At first when I stepped out of my apartment wearing those thongs under my jeans, there was this rush of excitement unlike anything I had experienced before. As I started driving and got close to work, the excitement gave way to nervousness.

With the boy shorts, after the initial nervousness, as I engrossed myself in work, I pretty much was able to easily take my mind off the panties. I only had to be mindful of the panties when I had to use the bathroom.

With these thongs, it was a totally different experience. The thong pulling against my crack constantly reminded me of my exposed butt cheeks. That humiliating reminder would excite my little peepee causing it to rise only for the fear of being exposed as a pantywaist overwhelm the excitement and cause my dicklet to shrink back. The whole day I was s…

sissy shower - wet, limp noodle

sissy's limp noodle all wet from a shower.

panty report for dec 20

Today, I wore a much more comfortable pair of panties and a comfortable pair of jeans to work...

I didn't quite feel as nervous as last week in these grey cotton boy shorts.

panty report

After my failure last week, I was determined to wear panties to work this week. Nervous and excited, I chose this black lace boy shorts to wear under my khaki pants Yesterday.

I typically wear jeans to work, but chose to wear pants thinking that the slight loose fitting pants would not show the panty lines as much as a tight fitting jeans might. I drove extra carefully to work just to avoid getting in to an accident and landing in a hospital with lacy panties! 
As soon as I got to work, my colleague in the next cubicle looked at me and said, 'what happened?'. For a second, I froze in fear wondering how did he know. I panicked wondering if I had forgotten to zip up and looked down. At once, I realized that he was surprised by me wearing pants as opposed to the usual pair of jeans. I shrugged 'just like that', settled down at my desk and started working. Having handled the situation well, my fear went away and I felt a little more confident that I can get through the day…

panty report...

I admit that I did not wear panties to work last Monday. After the humiliating spanking last Sunday, a sense of overwhelming shame took over that prevented me from wearing the panties the next day. Today though I managed to wear panties to work. Will post a more detailed write up of my nervous day in panties with pics tomorrow...


As punishment for trying to be a man and denying my sissy nature, I was to spank myself until my ass cheeks turned red. Here are some pics. Having never been spanked before, though I didn't quite get it bright red, it hurt a lot. After the humiliating self-spanking, I stood in the corner for 30 minutes, reflecting on my behavior and self punishment.

panty of the month - pink ruffled thong


sissy princess

I purged, tried being a real man, failed and am now back as my submissive sissy self. It's hard pretending to be a man when you have a tiny peanut hanging between your legs that constantly reminds you of your inadequacy as a man. Sure, I am a male, but I am not a man. I am just a submissive sissy with a tiny gurlie clitty.

As I re-build up my sissy wardrobe, since I missed dressing up for Halloween, one of the first items I bought is a Halloween costume. As I pranced and twirled around in the fairytale princess costume, I felt so very pretty!

tiny little peanut

I couldn’t quite get good wet shots of my tiny peanut stepping out of the shower, but these are some extreme close-ups of my tiny dicklette fresh out of the shower. Turns out the close-up shots don’t make the little nub appear any bigger.

sissy humiliation questionnaire

Here are my answers to Miss D’s humiliation questionnaire - As instructed by Miss D, I have answered ‘yes’ to anything I imagine/fantasize myself doing at the order of a Mistress.Are you required to wear your panties every day? Yes
Do you own ruffled panties? Yes
Are you sent to the store to buy new panties when yours become tattered or stained? Yes
Are you required to hand wash all the delicates - both yours and Hers and hang them on a clothesline in the back yard? Yes
Does She ask you openly in front of friends about what color panties you are wearing? Yes
Has She put you in a very short sissy dress that exposes your ruffled sissy panties when guests come over? Yes
Does She stuff Her cum soaked panties in your sissy mouth after a date night? YesDo you wearing pantyhose or a pretty garter belt and stockings under your work clothes more often than not? Yes
Has your Mistress required you to wear a bra out in public even though the straps were noticeable under your thin top? Yes
Does She insist…