I once spoke with a Mistress who considered sissy milking as merely a ritual to amuse herself and a way to push my sissy training much beyond my limits. 'It's not about your pleasure sissy, it's about mine. You don't deserve to stroke your clit to your silly fantasies, you can only milk it to my instructions', she said.
'Now, do you want to suck cock or get fucked by one, today?', she asked. I froze, panicked and said, 'Mistress, I am not gay. I don't want either'. 'Yeah? I don't care. If you want to squirt now, you have to fantasize about one or the other. Or, you could remain in chastity for one more week. So, what is it sissy? Do you want a cock in your mouth or your pussy?', she said in a calm and teasing but authoritative voice. Being a bitch in heat and wanting release, I mumbled 'mouth, Mistress'. 'You want to be a cocksucker?', she laughed, 'then, say it slut'. 'I want to be a cocksucker, Mistress', I said trembling with shame and realizing how low I had gone just to squirt my sissy juice. But, the humiliation only made my dicklet harder! 'Louder, slut'. 'I want to be a cocksucker, Mistress'. 'I said louder, slut'. 'I want to be a cocksucker, Mistress'. 'I can't hear you'. 'I WANT TO BE A COCKSUCKER!'. 'Again'. 'I WANT TO BE A COCKSUCKER!'. 'Stop milking your clitty and put your thumb in your mouth, sissy. Suck it!', she giggled. 'Since this is your first cock, I am starting with a small penis, but soon you are going to learn to suck a real man's cock, whore', she laughed as I sucked and slurped my pre-cum soaked thumb. 'You like sucking cock, don't you, bitch?'. 'Yes, Mistress'. 'Say it. Say, you love sucking cock'. 'I love sucking cock, Mistress', I said while still licking and sucking my thumb. 'Keep sucking, sissy. Take your other hand and stroke your clitty dick. I want you to cum with that tiny thumb penis in your mouth, slut!'. It only took me a couple of strokes to squirt my sissy juice as she ordered. I went to bed with my lips glistening with pre-cum, my penis wet with my sissy cream and my thumb still in my mouth.